Reborn4jp

2008-11-09T03:46:00.000-08:00

A Real Life Begin......

2008 1st of Nov, i start work as my dad's MINI MINI assistance. I address my self as a low lvl employee tat's bcoz i will start to learn from the basic and i must... As im graduated from hotel management( hospitality), all the knowledge i learned b4 useless for my dad management(sand company). Now wat can i do is keep the passed, create a new folder, learn from the base.

Tis few days, i jus learned to do billing, pom oil, and buy oil. Those stuffs looks easy to do but i always tio wash ears by dad. It doesnt means i done no well, jus my dad wan i learn to b expect on it and nvr do mistake even half of time. I told to many of my frenZ b4, my dad "Geng" in scold ppl, expecially mistakes appear infront of him while he order u.

My dad Hired 10 employees, afterward the 9 employees bcame unemployees coz bie tahan on my dad's lesson ^^. Previously, when my dad scold me, i will counterattack bek the words he said, coz tat moment we got our own policy against some shit. But from now on, when he say "1", "2" wouldnt come out from my mouth. i start to accept the old vision he used. Old doesnt mean oit of date meanwhile it useful. I more n more happi of my job on learning the experiences sharing by my dad, and i proud of him.

The works i having not hard at all, jus the place i working veri hot. jus passed 9 days, my skin revolution to Dark JP d. When i join on tis management, i realise tat i met many new fren, but all uncle-uncle aged around 45 to 50. So far so good on communication v them. But wat i feeling strange is y all the uncles also wil ask me tis question, "Do you ~!@#@$#$ b4 ? " OMG, realli shiit of bull... I jus answer them, "ask my nose n my nose wil tell u the aswer". Can't blieve tis type of question fever to those uncles, sux lea.....

Now i waiting the time to pass, wana apply to hav a lorry liscense. "Time" are my important key to grow up, i wan show the bes of me. coz im not batman and superman, im who im, and im jp, jp 4ever...

Muakz......

2008-10-14T19:14:00.000-07:00

B4 comment ppl plz comment ur self ;)

Angry, veri angrily......
Days ago had a gathering v frens, many topics of talks n jokes been spoke out. A part of topic, i been comment, they said im a home's worm, means a worm who os stay at home, dislike to walk out from home to join frens's party or trips. When i been commenting, moods been broke, n i speechless n just kep those words in my heart.

Memory the passed, who's the 1 always "let Aeroplane" to me? When i date u guys, who's the 1 always find stupid reason to denied my date?? frens's birthday hor?? parents sick hor?? Ned fetch brother to airport hor?? The most funnies reason i heard b4 is race chinese also got celebration in own house during HARI RAYA.....

I tries to betray my believe to u guys, may b the reason from u r real, may b fake, but i don k......
Coz wat i wan is true words. If u don wan go out can u jus tel me? May b u sked wil hurt my feeling while denied my date, but do u think b4 i wil more hurt when u used ur fake reason to cover ur lies who not oni once??? but happened twice or more???
Not oni tat, coz i realise tat u guys also seldom date me out....

Tat days gathering i realli disagree the comments by u guys n i wis can attack in retaliation, but i didnt, coz u r my FRENS, n i k ur feelings...... I hated the words by u, but i don think tis worth the cost to hav arguement ^^ Using the universe to compare v my problem here, it's a tiny case.
should erase from mind .......

After shout out in own blog feeling good d, better then discuss v ani frens making ani misunderstand apear between each others.....

^^ Yeah, good in mood d, go sleep luu, daDA muakz......

JP

~Hapi convo08~

2008-07-22T01:18:00.000-07:00

2008-07-21T08:22:00.000-07:00

Im me, u not me.....

Being slacking a long period. Ppl ask me how's the life n doing whatzzz, i answer im fine, jus being a rubish inside the rubbish dum, doing nth, waiting ppl pushing on my move. Im banning on myself, no plan no target no help no contact, easi way can b say that im realli a rubish, a fat rubish....

Now i feel an alarm belling beside me, it active n woke me up v a strong motivate, sence like much of stuff waiting on me, waiting my both hand to begin. i Haven got a job work now doesnt mean i talking nonsence here, but at less i wil sleep eari n woke eari now, wil not avoid from do house work n some more i ned to b a baby sister to tek k my nephew, coz my sister prenant second 1, good news to hear that the baby is a female n wil born on september, cant wait to see u ^^
Jus bek from west malaysia for attend my only convo. Tis day "12th of july" is a big moment that i wil nvr mop it down in my mind forever n always, a good morning wearing a whole black gown, hands of flowers about 4 bunch until my both hand canot tek it tide n keep drop it, a special flat who made from my lovely frenZ, all of it rarely happen1, so how come we wil skip to tek pic for memories? kaakaa..... Here a special tinQ to my friends BOON JIN(Atend my convo Asked4 treat 1,shiittt), vanessa ( tek left from penang bcoz 4 attend my convo, don noe true or not), Ming soon( graZ me then dissable), andy lau botak, King kong, Marcus, n the couple Kent n Gynn. i wish 2 apeciate ur flowers, but i cant tek to sabah, left at kampar, psps luu... >__<

A special tinQ to twinz n her family too, also my Double x house mate "eleven finger monster" Siew Hoe. 2gether we play b4, we laugh b4, we crazy b4, When met all of u in my convo, my heart touched, i wish to cry but i cant, monkeys around, how come i wil show my crying face infront them, it's limited, oni special ppl can saw it ^^ kaakaa
las year, I missed the chance to graduate v all my bes friends, sadness apear!!!! Now i also graduated v my bes friends too but oni few cat n dog, i noe the feeling is diff, but it nvr hide my happi , coz u guys appearing, it reborn my happi, love u all dude.......

Happi moments canot hold, jus like the wind passed by in ur face n u cant ask 4 return... sometin that u hav b4, u got it n it wil means for u. But if u miss it, don try to ask for more, let it b, let it b, let it b, let it b..... So, what 4 keeping bad history? Now value ur self, value ur future coming on......Yeah, i love jp....

dada...

Confusing English...

2008-04-11T02:01:00.000-07:00

Confusing English...

Tis day do nth, no gaming..
What can do?
Find article, read article, n showing here, it tamed me, it stole my smiled ^^

1. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP?

2. Do Lipton Tea employees take coffee breaks?

3. If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from?

4. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes?

5. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery?

6. Why the man who invests all your money called a broker?

7. If horrific means to make horrible, does terrific mean to make terrible?

8. Why is it called building when it is already built?

9. If a book about failures doesn't sell, is it a success?

10.If you're not supposed to drink and drive, then why do bars have parking lots?

11.If you take an Oriental person and spin him around several times, does he become disoriented?

12.If vegetarians eat vegetables, what do humanitarians eat?? Humans ???

bits funie,
enjoy much of it~

专心拥抱我可以吗？

2008-04-11T00:27:00.000-07:00

专心拥抱我可以吗？

拥抱是种很奇妙的语言......
有时候一个拥抱，
更甚于千言万语.
和人拥抱不难,
把手臂摊开再合拢就是了.
但要找到一个真正属于自己的怀抱,
并不容易......
抱得太紧，
感觉象快被压破的泡泡
抱得太松，
却失去那种真实的感觉......
亲密的拥抱,
难免会让人联想到......
....
.....
......?

有多少人可以在没有任何杂念的情况下，单纯地拥抱？
只要一个真实贴近的拥抱,
都可以让人,
感觉自己碰触到,

一个叫做....

" 幸福的感动"

版权神经兮兮@ 娃娃物语

Life = game ??

2008-03-23T11:01:00.000-07:00

Jus finished a watch of football game between CHELSEA and ARSENAL. B4 the game start, i edi pray 4 my team don too sad 4 it, coz i got a feeling that who wil be beat down in the game. And in the end of the game, I'm right, BINGO....!!! Chelsea win over Arsenal as 2-1. As im a supporter of arsenal, i noe that u guys can't defeat ur enemy.. When the game almost end since it left few minutes n confirm that u guys sure lose the game while stil owing a ball, but i nvr giv up my faith, stil standing by ur side, stil pray 4 a score to draw the game to cover the lose,
coz i blieve that,
it stil got a chances,
A bery bery tidy's chances,
but It doesn't means....
NO EXIST~

Evi games same as our life, expecially football. Althought it shown the true, but don giv up kep working 4 it. No matter 1minutes or second, how hard also but u stil got a chances to break it n create ur history. Coz u wil not noe whats wil happen in the end.

Actually i planned to hav a nice oie oie after watch footbal game. Coz it's late now, getting morning after few hours later, my eyes wanna TITA edi, but don noe what reason, made a suddently 4 my mood to write down tis, it's a rarely tagged, coz i had b a lazy blogger 4 a period since day by days. haiz..... lazy n lazy~
My life r fine, but exactly feeling tat sometin wil happen on me, sometin that hard but not rock, challenging but not excite 's bad matter coming 4 me. What is that?

is a bird... no~
is a aeroplace...no~
is superman ^^ talked rubish~

haiz,May b im thinking too much,
hop so......
By the way, hoping i wouldnt beat down in the nex corner, blieve ur self, fill up ur lacking confident, u can. b positive, may b the nex corner is the day that u r waiting.....
The day who will be told
The day who will make me glorious
The day.......

ENDED 3.27am

DeathNoteZ

2008-03-06T06:55:00.000-08:00

Should i ? should i do so ?

2day i jus made a book , a book who cost me Rm300. Having tis book, i can accomplish my wishes who wish to see the world. Having tis book, i can change my life. Having tis book, i can pay some1 "MILO" that i owed 4 so long. Tis book normally ppl will call it PassPort, but i wouldnt call so, i named it "DeathNote"......

Evi1 hav a dream, such as a fatie me, i hav a dream too, my dream is to hav the dream......
To hav a simply life is my simple dream. I blieve on myself can make it by my own hands. But i got an answer "NO" by parent when i asked so. Seen looks like my capability didnt hav their trust, they not support on me. Izzit bcoz i woke late, seldom do houseworks in sabah life make they reject on my plan? If such as reason made u reject, i wouldnt tek ur order, i wil prove it, coz i hav made my desicion, i wanna find work, wanna go 2 the 1st place that i wish to go who planned 4 long time edi, SG~

Tis disicion jus planned 4 few days ago, i nvr tell ani member of my family, jus told some of my friends. Tis moment sure nearvous coz of making betting v my family, i sure wil b wash ear ear if my parents noe about tis shit. Thats y i told some of my friends, purposing to hav their supports. Seen i don hav much of buddies, so i stil lack of confident.... haiz....

My papa hav a company, a contractor. Emm, incomes veri stable. He told me b4 to tek over his job coz few yr later he wil b retired. Since like i .......???!!! what can i say is, i cant, thats all.
I noe i cant escape from ppl's comments, coz some say right , some say wrong..... But i wouldnt stop it n wil kep moving my plan, i wouldnt care ppl say in my bek, i jus hop it can suces on my proven...
How about u? what is ur comment 2wards on me? wil u support me?

By the way, tinQ my 2 friends, David n Hao who hav a time v me, company me n share jokes n their worked experiences. TinQ 4 u guys on fully support to me. TinQ 4 brought me to beach tis evening. Bery hapi after hav a walk along the beach. Feeling great after played run n hide v those crab bsides the beach. n b4 we bek, I hav leave msg there, told my sad to sand n water, temporary feeling better, hop get wel soon.

Coz i blieve...

"i don't know
But i believe One day...
The day who will be told
The day who will make me glorious
The day......."

jp~

The oni chances in life.. muakz

2008-03-01T23:44:00.000-08:00

Las few days, sometin happen......
Sometin that i canot solve by my physical n mental ; sometin that who r my weakness......
I try not to think about it, but it stil recycling in my mind >__<
Shared tis shit to a trusted frien, infinity's con4table..... Minutes later, a link had been received by her, hav a view, feel meaniful. I hav no choice, but i ned to b a copy cat, transfer the data here to hav a share...

Guys,Check tis out~

[人生唯一的一次]
[The oni chances in our life]

1.遇到你真的爱的人时，要努力争取和他相伴一生的机会，因为当他离去时，一切都来不及了 1.When u met ur love , plz be hard the oni chances on the accomplish to stay with , coz avitin wil b late if he/she gone

2.遇到可相信的朋友时，要好好和他相处下去，因为在人的一生中，可遇到知己真的不易
2.When u met ur trusted's fren , plz stay and keep in good relation , coz it not easi to meet such as fellow in our life

3.遇到人生中的贵人时，要记得好好感激，因为他是你人生的转折点
3.When u met ur benefactor , Plz send ur thankful , coz he is the 1 who change the turning point of ur life

4.遇到曾经爱过的人时，记得微笑向他感激，因为他是让你更懂爱的人
4When u met the 1 u love b4 , remember to send ur smile , coz he/she is the 1 who made u noe to love ppl

5.遇到曾经恨过的人时，要微笑向他打招呼，因为他让你更加坚强
5.When u met the 1 u hate b4 , send ur smile n hav a greet , coz he/she is the 1 who made u more strong

6.遇到曾经背叛你的人时，要跟他好好聊一聊，因为若不是他今天你不会懂这世界
6.When u met the 1 who betray u b4 , hav a chat , if not bcoz of tis, u wil nvr noe tis world

7.遇到曾经偷偷喜欢的人时，要祝他幸福唷！因为你喜欢他时，不是希望他幸福快乐
7.When u met the 1 u like on the sly b4, plz wish hapiness ! Actually u don wish hapiness coz u like him

8.遇到匆匆离开你人生的人时，要谢谢他走过你的人生，因为他是你精彩回忆的一部分
8.When u met the 1 who gonna leave from u, plz send ur thankful , coz he/she is the 1 who coloful the part of ur memories

9.遇到曾经和你有误会的人时，要趁现在解清误会，因为你可能只有这一次机会解释清楚
9.When u met the 1 who hav a misunderstood b4 , plz make it clear , coz may b it is the las chances to explain evitin

10.遇到现在和相伴一生的人，要百分百感谢他爱你，因为你们现在都得到幸福和真爱
10.When u met the 1 who stay v , plz b note that to send ur true grateful, coz now u got urs love n hapiness

P.S. 人的一生就只有那么一次的机会可以去做这些事
P.S. Our life oni got the oni chances to do tis shit

I dare to admit that, my translation chinese to english damm sux, but i think it can b understand, right hor ? hmm..... ^^

Tek k aniway, muakz.........

Happi Valentine

2008-02-13T03:23:00.000-08:00

Las few days, walked alone n passed alone at a shop, saw a couple ring, as the pic showed up there. It remind me that, a special day is coming.....

A day that i wil spend alone evi year n until now stil the same...

A day that meaniful 4 couple but not 4 me.....

A day who ppl named it VALENTINE <3<3

Ugh, It's Another Valentine's Day and I'm Still Single~

After 12 later, it wil b valentine day who filled v love..... To avoid from the shoot by LOVE ANGEL, 4 not wasting his love's bow n arrow, 4 not to b sad after saw a street of couple, As a single, i recommend that tis day better stay at ur warmly home...... >__<

Valentine's Day seems to be putting a big red spotlight on your singleness. Here are some empowering things you can do to tone down that "ugh" feeling, forward tis method to u
guys......

1. Eat Some Dark Chocolate
Dark chocolate is good for our hearts in more ways than one. Besides containing potent antioxidants, it has the power to boost endorphins, the "happy juice" in our brains. The higher the percentage of cacao, the better. On Valentine's Day get your friends together for a chocolate tasting -- including chocolate fondue. Enjoy in moderation!

2. Don't See the World as One Big Happy Couple

"I see happy couples!" And that's all many single people see around V-Day. But it's a trick your mind is playing on you because that's what you are focused on. Not everyone is in a relationship and, certainly, not everyone is in a happy relationship. Keep your focus on the millions of single people out there just like you!

3. Cuddle Up to Something Warm and Fuzzy
Warm fuzzies just make you feel good. Those V-day stuffed animals are great. So are warm cozy blankets and floppy slippers. Many would agree that the best warm fuzzies are pets. If you have a pet, get him or her a Valentine's Day treat. If you don't, maybe it's time to consider a dog or cat... now that's unconditional love!

4. Re-energize Your Relationship Search
If you are feeling down at this time of year, channel your negative energy into something positive. Have you been browsing online profiles but never send an email? Have you been using work as an excuse that you are too busy to meet people? Have you been dating the wrong types of men or women for you? Use Valentine's Day as a new start to self-reflect and be proactive.

5. Ask Someone Out
If you really want a date for Valentine's Day, don't wait to be asked -- go ahead and do the asking. Even if it's someone you think of as "just a friend," you'll still have fun going out and celebrating.

6. Go on a Trip
A new trend for singles is to elude Valentine's Day by taking a short getaway with friends to a place where they are not constantly bombarded with images of hearts and cupids. There is nothing wrong with this trend as long as you are using it as a fun escapade, rather than an escape.

7. Wallow, But Just a Little
It's important to acknowledge your real feelings, so give yourself permission to wallow a little bit if you're feeling extra sad or lonely. The key words here are "a little bit." Don't allow yourself to dwell or obsess. Confine your wallowing to a certain time period -- say, 15 minutes of self-pity and that's it.

8. Remember This Is Just ONE Valentine's Day
Maybe you've been single for one V-day. Maybe you've been single for ten. Don't get completely discouraged and project into the future that you are going to be single for every Valentine's Day to come. No one has a crystal ball and life has a way of surprising us. Help make a good surprise more likely by keeping a positive attitude and being persistent about finding the healthy, happy relationship you want.

May b those method r useless, but i hav not choice, jus try to spend it 4 the coming 24hours ^^

emm, aniway be happi, wipe those sad, create ur happi...

4 whole couple,

HAPPI VALENTINE~

muakz.....

Secret

2008-02-04T07:23:00.000-08:00

{[Secret]}

不能说的*秘密

Tis movie i watched since las year, but i confused, i cant get the meaning what it talking about. Today i watched the second times, finally...... Haiz......, it jus a simply movie, but now oni i break the secret, Should i blame the director? or the actor such as Jay Chow who no clear in talking like a cripple? Or blame on myself who dumb in thinking? >__<

The Movie {[Secret]} Outline:

Lu Xiiao Yu found the music of the song, from her yr came to future diff between 20 yrs, falled in love toward the 1st ppl she met, Yie Xiiang lun. Oni the 1st ppl she met can saw her but others canot. Both of them love to each other. Bcoz of the miss understoods, kep Xiiao Yu sad... She bek to her yr, told about tis Secret to Xiiang Lun's father who is a teacher n passed the song of the music to him. unfortunately, whole gang knew the secret but no1 blieve on her, thought she crazy including her family too(i hate tis part)......

Finally Xiiang Lun found tis secret since ppl told him from the start he move alone n told by his father about tis girl case, but Xiiao Yuedi rest in peace v sickness n sadness......

In the end, Xiiang lun play the music since Xiiao Yu teached b4, bek to the passed who the time Xiiao Yu haven found the music of the song...... I think it is happie ending gua......

I oni got a question confusing in tis movie, it said others ppl cant see Xiiao Yu, oni the 1st ppl she met, Xiiang Lun... y in the Middle part, the girl who admire Xiiang Lun named Qiing Ye talked to her when Xiiang Lun challenging piano v ....?????? Qiin Ye can saw Xiiao Yu?? n the Cleaner named Da Yong also talked to Xiiao Yu n saw her too in the old building, why??? y tis two person can see Xiiao Yu?? said d, should i blame the director ?

Aniway, my eyes watched it second times d, i didnt feel bored, but on the contrary, it touch my heart n i love tis story berry much. I feel hapi when saw the couple stay hapi, i like Xiiao Yu's smile, it feel so sweet, i don noe how to descibe it, Zhong G i realli love tis type of smiling. When she smile in the frame, i also wil 4low n smile in silent too while watching it~ When the frame turn to the sadness part, omg.... My both eyes feel salt, drop my tear in unconsciously, not a bit of tears, but much...... Haiz.....sad

Tis movie remind many of my passed, my memories, n my secret. I don noe should i tinQ it or not, coz it remember my hapieZ n my sadZ from middle school life until college life....
Should i kaakaa or haiz.....???
^^ or TT ............
SECRET, ab1 aso wil got secret. See how much of secret he or she keep oni. Emm, remind u guys here, don keep too much of secret, happieZ it not a bad thing to kep 4 memories,if sad, try to 4get it~ k? coz it wil spoil our mind.
Lastly, don try to ask me about my passed, i jus wil answer u....
SECRET~
Muakz....

Welcome bek jp

2008-01-31T08:26:00.000-08:00

From a song chorus, Goodbye my lover(james blunt),

"Goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend,
you had been the one, you had been the one for me.."

I sing, I sang, I sung to the 1 who stay by my side for two years.
When i was down, u'r the 1 who can allow me to let off my sadness;
When i was hapi u help me note down;
When i feel alone, u sure wil company me;
When i got indissoluble problem sure i wil share to u.
U noe my mind n my souls,
saw my smile n my tears,
u not blind but u'r mute,
thats y i trust on u, coz u'r the 1 who understood my feeling......
Thanks sunFROG~

Since a whole new life, the shits ned to b experience different from college's life, who ned to suitable it, do it, n face on it. Its made me wanna improve. Old blog has been banned, created tis new blog, Reborn4jp. No matter how much hapi memories, sweet? sad? pain had been b4 in sunFROG, no matter how much not willing m i, but i stil ned to let it go , daDA......
I learned a meaniful sentences from a hong kong drama, it said
"May b now u'r the top of the world, but after 24 hours later u wil b up side down."
Movies sometimes r overstate, but from tis words, it not a bad thing to b my motto 4 my improvement, n i hav to learn it.

Well, about my new blogspot, i hop it can attract ur supports. How good n bad of it, jus giv ur suggest n comment, i need it. xie xie ni men~
4 not to make it bored, i stop 4 my 1st tag here ^^

enjoy urself here, muakz.... ^^